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You may shower me with your pity now
Oct. 8th, 2009 10:18 amTyping from the floor in the spare bedroom, while the computer room is being worked on this week. Probably not good for my back...
Update on Non-Updates
Jul. 13th, 2009 04:48 pm1. I signed up for food stamps this weekend. Even more than having to take unemployment six years ago, this makes me feel like a failure. Also depressed...
2. I have given up on trying to get in touch with my local friends. When having money for one of them doesn't get them to return calls or e-mails it definitely makes one feel unwanted. Which means I'm becoming a hermit outside of weekly visits to the family and comics shop...
3. I haven't forgotten the interest inspiration writing thing. I've got one done and am working on the other four but I've had to scrap my first couple concepts because they were really, really bad...
4. I'm sleeping a lot lately. Some of this is just how exhausted I feel after spending even a few hours outside shopping or dropping off resumes. Some of its probably depression...
5. I need a gaming group. A real life one. I miss that level of social interaction...
2. I have given up on trying to get in touch with my local friends. When having money for one of them doesn't get them to return calls or e-mails it definitely makes one feel unwanted. Which means I'm becoming a hermit outside of weekly visits to the family and comics shop...
3. I haven't forgotten the interest inspiration writing thing. I've got one done and am working on the other four but I've had to scrap my first couple concepts because they were really, really bad...
4. I'm sleeping a lot lately. Some of this is just how exhausted I feel after spending even a few hours outside shopping or dropping off resumes. Some of its probably depression...
5. I need a gaming group. A real life one. I miss that level of social interaction...
Some of you people are attempting to out wangst me. Stop that! All of you stop having more wretched jobs or worse personal lives or greater emotional problems than me! I mean it! There is only a limited amount of pity for whining out there and you people are sucking up mine. Now get happy! I mean it! *shakes fist*
Don't make me eat Oreos until my feet fall off! I'm just enough of an attention whore to do it!
Don't make me eat Oreos until my feet fall off! I'm just enough of an attention whore to do it!
Tired, alone and depressed
Nov. 15th, 2008 04:19 pmGoing back to bed. So I'll be awake for the job I don't care about. To deal with people who, at best, are a distraction. I miss socializing on weekends. I miss people I want to talk to. I miss NOT being tired all the damn time and being able to sleep more than 4 hour blocks...
Yeah, I know, cry me a river you whiny emo git...
Yeah, I know, cry me a river you whiny emo git...
Man, my head hurts. Probably blood pressure from too high blood sugar. Shouldn't have eaten all that pasta yesterday or those couple of cookies last night. I am dumb. A dumb person who is going to need cyborg feet. And maybe a replacement head. They can get me one of those right? Something with lasers? And some rocket skates for me feets?
Car is going back to the shop tomorrow.
We were to far back in the line and so didn't get to see Serenity.
And I don't know when I'll be able to pick up my comics.
Nothing back from the jobs I applied for earlier.
I need a hug...
EDIT: Icon changed to something more fitting...
We were to far back in the line and so didn't get to see Serenity.
And I don't know when I'll be able to pick up my comics.
Nothing back from the jobs I applied for earlier.
I need a hug...
EDIT: Icon changed to something more fitting...
