lurkerwithout | Should be...

I should be working on sorting credit card receipts.

I should be changing the boardy thing so it has Wednesday's date and says what groups go to what meeting rooms.

I should be doing the cadet breakfast bags since B shift slacked off on doing that again without letting me know.

I could be doing the audit printouts early.

I could be making sure all the mugs and glasses have been replaced in the coffee area.

I could be doing something thats productive for my job.

Instead I shall surf journals because I fucking don't care right now. I'm feeling no company loyalty this week. So hopefully some of my resumes and interviews and applications will hook me someone new. And then I can say good-bye to all my extra time for gaming, but hello to the money to buy things when I want them. And to save up money to LEAVE MY MOTHER'S HOUSE.

Its been over 5 fucking years and its gotten old. Please Tod, let me find full time work that lasts long enough for me to be away from my family. Who I love dearly, but who all to often treat me like a teen-ager or worse a child. And the only way to ensure that I be treated like an adult is to be self-supportive. And this fucking job isn't doing that.