Dead Awake

So there is this guy who works at a funeral home and some tragedy involving a cab crash happened to him like 10 years ago and he's lonely and so he fakes his own death but maybe he's really dead and there is his high school ex and some junkie girl and then I realize the movie is halfway over and that I have no clue what, if any, kind of plot I'm supposed to be following so I stop the movie and try to figure out what the hell made me add it to my 'flix queue in the first place...